Wow. Its crazy how much can change in one day. But ya know.. I am actually not complaining. Today God closed a door in my life that I was not expecting him to close. Yes, I was shocked. Definetely took me by surprise. But, I am not upset. I know God has a reason for closing this door.. and It is all for his good. God sometimes closes doors in our lives that may be getting in the way of us living for him completely, or that may be getting in the middle of our relationship with him. And you know, I dont blame him for that one bit. When we have a relationship with a friend for example, we do not want anything or anyone else keeping us from being the best of friends. Same goes with God. he wants all of us. Not just some of us, but ALL. I am so thankful that God has allowed me to take this situation and look at the positive in it. I can't explain exactly why this happened, probably never will, but I can rejoice in the fact that God knew that this was a door in my life that needed to be closed so that I could better live my life for him and witness to others. And I want nothing more in my life than to be that. Whatever his will is for my life is what I want to follow. You know, they always say.. "When God closes one door, he opens another." I cant wait to see what doors God is getting ready to open in my life. Thank you Lord for always showing me what is best for me.
-E
You are SO wise, my sweet friend. I am so proud of you and your commitment to the Lord's timing. Keep running the race!! :)
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